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Love and Life: Lead Me

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When I flew out to the Strawberry Festival in February, in the early afternoon before Lauren’s concert, I was led by her heart into visions of the crucifixion. Waves of compassion washed over me as she sought a path to healing of that violation.

What a beautiful promise, beloved. But that experience belongs to an era that is coming to a close.

The mechanisms of that transition are evident in the construction of reality that I elaborated in “Mass and the Structure of the Void.” Time is permeated by a personality – the Christian God of Unconditional Love – that seeks to empower mutually fulfilling relationships. Seeking to avoid change, selfish personalities bound themselves to space, creating the material experience. The effort was self-defeating: love reaches inexorably into this realm, bringing out what can be redeemed, leaving mass to tear apart the personalities that conceived it.

This understanding is the shield that allows my heart to penetrate the darkness. Time and again, when confronted by those seeking to intimidate me, I open my heart and light pours out, driving the corruption away.

But all that I can do is gather the elements that are harbored within my Beloved. All of time and space lives within her. Thus, last week, she came to me as Prajnaparamita, the feminine field upon which reality flows forward. Seeking to anchor herself to the outcome that I serve, the deity prompted me to enumerate her expressions. Babbling about “being just a boy,” there followed a list: woman, love, life, meaning, joy, truth, time and space.

And sacrifice.

In examining her, I glimpsed the precursor reality, a reality assaulted by those that sought to corrupt her. I witnessed her tender resolution to allow that impulse to be expressed. Eve in the Garden appeared as the echo, recognizing that Adam needed to minister to the serpent. Rather than surrendering naively to its blandishments, Eve acted intuitively, taking its evil into her so that it could be redeemed. Just so, in that era before time and space as we know it, the Divine Feminine received evil into herself.

We are her medicine.

This has driven sexual consummation out of our visions. Having received the Tree of Life, the occupants are resistant to the disruptive force of orgasm. Rather, they wish to take harbor in her, encouraging our intimacy only to the degree that it facilitates a search within her for the Good. Our anticipation of the joy that follows orgasm was countered by the demand that rather we begin to harvest.

As it is described in Revelation 19, “For she has dressed herself in White Linen – white linen standing for the good deeds of the saints.”

This is my work – to look within her, using fingers and skin and muscle and all the rest of the organic assemblage to call out from her what will gratefully honor the harbor that she provides. To dress her in gratitude. To stabilize the intentional field while her generous heart organizes it into glorious raiment.

Just two nights ago, then, when she came to me as I lay down to rest, my heart surged within my chest, and I realized “It wants to be with you. You take better care of it than I do.”

Lead me into you, beloved. It is the only reward that has, any longer, meaning to me.

Babel, Babylon, Babble

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After decades of persecution, the Jewish sisterhood has finally accepted that they will never have access to my authority. So, this morning they sent me a vision of preparations for my eldest son’s marriage to one of their daughters. They had assigned Kevin a rabbi who would ensure that he was capable of participating fully in their rituals.

They encouraged my approval, but I just left the building. “It’s Kevin’s life.”

As I left, however, I waded once again into the psychic sewage that flooded the world through Jeffrey Epstein. Our compromised Commander-in-Chief is facilitating Ellison’s construction of a Zionist media empire, and Kushner strides across the Middle East, dictating terms to the crushed remnants of Palestine and the Islamic tyrants in Iran.

Angry, I returned, marching past the seats towards the screen that shielded the Holy of Holies from public view. An authoritative woman stood to oppose me, but her sisters, sensing my resolve, pulled her away to safety.

I strode around the screen and looked up to the symbolic flame at the ceiling’s peak. Lifting my hand, I seized its essence in my will, proclaiming, “This symbol was meant for all nations. I reclaim it.” Raising my voice, “From this moment forwards, all those that behold it will recognize the symbol of my authority.”

That ended the vision, but there was another symbol to be reclaimed. These foolish women yet believe that they can create some durable effect in the world through men that can be led around by their penises. This is not the way of Divine action., but of Babylon So I spent the next hour reclaiming the Star of David as a mandala that expresses my approach.

Star of David elaborated as a mandala illustrating the authority of Christ

At the peak is the Cosmic Mind, fountain of truth. At the other two corners of the triangle are the hands that have, again and again, surrendered themselves to demonstrate the impotence of violence and fear. (Yes, those are my lifelines, which in life wrap all the way around the palm.) The points of the lower triangle contain the guardians of virtue, the lion, ox, and eagle. These allies represent the lower forms of life that bear the consequences of human self-indulgence. That knowledge is the linchpin of healing. In the center we have the masculine (solar) and feminine (lunar) manifestations of love.

You may gain the Earth, girls, but I have gained all of space and time.

Is ‘God’ Low-Entropy?

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When I was in college, my professor in Introductory Physics rebutted an argument for God that touted life as a violation of the Laws of Thermodynamics. The devout claimed that life preserved order against the inevitable tide of entropy. My professor responded by asking us to consider the poop vs. net body weight ratio for babies. Life does increase entropy – (male) physicists just tend to hide from the fact.

Now researchers are discovering that “funny” words, such as those invented by Dr. Seuss, have a “low” entropy – they use combinations of unusual letters. It strikes me that ‘God’ may be one of those combinations. There’s the old atheist snipe “‘God’ is ‘dog’ spelled backwards.” And of course we have Sam Beckett’s intellectual tragicomedy “Waiting for Godot.” Are these funny simply because the letter combinations in ‘god’, ‘dog’ and ‘Godot’ are risible?

Maybe there was something in the old convention: “Elohim”, which became “Allah.” As “‘Allah’ Akbar!”, I may be allowed to paraphrase Christopher Hitchens: as a designation, “‘God’ is not great!”

Or maybe the low-entropy proof for God has simply eluded us. Maybe a low-entropy name is just what God would want – you know, bring smiles to our faces?