When I went up after the session to talk to the facilitator, she enthused:
You project a great deal of healing energy.
I told her that I brought that forward from a past life, and that it came with connections to many others that I was sorting through.
When I was a post-doc in Livermore, Robert Silverberg wrote a series of science fiction novels. On the cover of one, a young man wore a helmet that in the story allowed him to directly relate to all of the information stored in the great library. He experienced the lives of all the great personalities, seeing through them the experiences of the lesser.
When my girlfriend asked me how I looked without a beard, I spontaneously took her into my den, pulled the book off the shelf, and testified “Like this.” I don’t know from where the artist drew inspiration, but it looked exactly like me.
Many years later, when I put up my first web site at http://www.everdeepening.org, I had a dream in which an opponent to my efforts indicated that I was plugging the internet into my mind. It’s why I don’t mind that my readership is so low. It was true also of the time I spent playing Runescape. I was connecting psychically to the community of online gamers, just as here I make a connection to the community of online intellectuals.
All of my writing – my books, my web-site, and my three blogs – have been an effort to explain how I organize my personality to serve as a locus for healing energy. It’s not something that I project; rather, I am transparent to it. I offer it without conditions to those that need it.
More than that, the interaction is an introduction that allows them to pursue an independent journey with the source of the energy.
Early in my experience of LA Ecstatic Dance, Ataseia would invite the participants (usually less than thirty) to articulate an intention for the dance. Most people had specific needs, but a number of one-time participants came in looking for “meaning” or “hope.” I felt myself drawn to that need, and felt the door opening in me. In turn, during closing circle, they would incline toward me to testify with some version of “I received what I was seeking.”
The problem with social media is the one identified by Barack Obama in his turn on Letterman’s “My Next Guest Needs No Introduction.” Social media environments such as Facebook and Google seek to provide you more of what you like, rather than forcing you to confront alternative views of the world. This has allowed propagandists to create cesspools of fear that trap audiences in dependency.
Fear is a powerful motivator – it harnesses our most primitive survival instincts. Worse, it is the default mode of the infant brain, a mode prevents development of social skills in those that do not receive consistent, loving reassurance.
My writing here has been a bipolar oscillation between posts that explain the reasons we should hope and posts that attempt to undermine the logic of fear-mongers. Both messages require time to process that few possess, and once presented rapidly become “dated.” People looking for answers want variety: they want to read what’s new, not immerse themselves in what is eternal. It is only in the wordless experience of dance that I have been able to confront them with the presence of the eternal.
I have offered several times here that the Holy Spirit was the original world-wide web, and a far better version because it only propagates ideas that serve the purposes of love. I have written and written in the hope that the internet would serve a similar purpose. Now I realize that it cannot. What it does is encyst the poisons that once percolated in the Holy Spirit.
Revelation 12 and 13 explain that Jesus’s incarnation was accompanied with an effort by the angels to cast selfishness out of heaven, where it now rages through humanity on earth. Revelation 20 describes the return of Jesus to cast that spirit out of humanity. It is described as a war, but it is a spiritual war, not a war of physical destruction. Using the strength of his will, Christ simply forces evil out of human nature.
If I have served Christ in any way during this life, it has been as a tool for evolving the methods to accomplish that aim. Manipulators have had less and less purchase on me, and over the last year, I have stopped reasoning with them and simply started projecting:
You don’t belong here any more.
The spiritual and intellectual shields that allow me to enforce that judgment are all in the public domain. They are written here for those that wish to experience them. It is not my job to promote them against the resistance of those that would corrupt them. That leads to death.
That’s been done already.
No, my job right now is to project strength into the final resource for the oppressed, the only resource to those abandoned by a system that finds no profit in their survival. I must focus on psychic projection of the truths held in the Holy Spirit, and thereby expand the domain of its influence.
Blessings on you all. May God send angels to walk at your shoulder, to take you by the elbow when you face difficult decisions, and to fill with hope the holes in your soul made by the messages of fear that steal joy from you.
I’m going to find a way to spend every day offering healing to people that to this point has only been accepted on the dance floor.
Hi Brian. How are you?
Hi, Sherry. Really good at the moment. I’m going to take the energy that I’ve been investing in blogging and get an accredited as a Hypnotherapist. The program is the equivalent of a half-time job for the next year -though I can start charging for services after the first six months. I’m really hungering for work that utilizes all aspects of my personality – software development pays well, but isn’t a passion. I want to experience work like that at least one in my life.
The big picture is less clear. I’ve been under sustained psychic attack for the last few months. Something that was lurking in the shadows has finally come into the open, and when I get fatigued, the feelings that come up are disconcerting. I’m getting the upper hand, but it’s a distraction.
And how are you? I see that you’re still active, and encouraging people to feel good in their skin.
Greeting Brian. My apologies for the delayed response. I’m also on the journey to discover a vocation. I’ve had a job for years. I want something more. It seems as though you do as well.
Well, Sherry, I wish you success in finding that vocation.
I don’t know if I really want “something more.” I’d like to be able to lead a “normal” life. That seems out of my grasp at this point, however, so I’m looking for something that aligns better with the concerns that seem most important at this moment in time.
Software development is a lot of fun, and I’m in a niche that allows me to be a philosopher and a mathematician and a physicist. Unfortunately, that bliss is funded by commercial objectives that tend to squeeze out moral considerations.